I just have to pop in and put some of my thoughts down as I’m about to explode with emotion. I have NEVER loved anything more than I love being a mom. I honestly believe that God put me on this earth to be a mom. To be JORDAN’S mom. There are HARD times yes, but I have never been so overwhelmed with love for another human being. The love i feel for my child is the type of love i don’t think could ever be explained to someone who hasn’t experienced what its like to become a parent, to BE a parent. When I look at Jordan’s perfect face, his big blue eyes, his little button nose, his gorgeous little pouty lips, I struggle to believe that I have been blessed with such a perfect little boy. One of my favorite things is when he first wakes up in the morning or after his day time naps. The one side of his face is a little red from the warmth of his bed and he has a sleepy smile that he melts me into the ground with. He has this sleepy baby smell, I call him ‘freshly baked’ when he’s just woken up because he’s all warm and he smells just delicious. HOW can this little being be so perfect?